Ugh

I feel like I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster and I am ready to GET OFF THIS BITCH!

The whole ordeal with THE MOTHER that has since been resolved, but left me a little emotionally exhausted and withdrawn(?).

I don’t know, but then there is the matter of always being broke. I’m tired of that too. I just re-evaluated my budget and realized that if I don’t make more money soon, I am going to have to take a second and possibly a third job. Sleep? Who needs sleep. Sleep is for sissies. Oh wait, I’m a sissy.

Actually, the deal is that at work they are trying to make me a permanent employee (I am currently a temp), but there is a hang up (because there is always a hang up. Nothing worth having comes easily. At least, not to me.) and so I am waiting as patiently as possible until they make me permanent and pay me more, but I’m dealing with a university institution here and they are not exactly known for being fast about ANYTHING. But there is still light at the end of the tunnel…..as far as I know. So I guess I will continue to hang in tight. Ugh.

I haven’t really done anything knitting related lately. I haven’t felt like it and so I haven’t made the time for it. What I’m really gearing up for is some White Glove Spring Cleaning. That is probably what my weekend will consist of starting tomorrow.

Tonight I will go to Keen’s opening and not think about how broke I am because I will be spending someone else’s money buying his stuff so I get to live vicariously through someone else and sometimes that is good. There will be no guilty thoughts of "Oh, I shouldn’t be buying this because I really don’t have the money for it and I will overdraft my account and blah blah blah." Nope, I will gladly spend someone else’s money. Woo hoo!

Happy Weekend Peeps!

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