Remember that post about the boy and the girl? Well, SCREW THAT. Girl is super sad, cried her eyes out and now extremely emotionally and mentally exhausted and stressed as hell at work on top of stupid feelings for boy. UGH.
Early birthday resolution #1: NO BOYS ALLOWED. Actually, that really doesn’t make any sense unless I have an all girls club. See? Didn’t I say mentally exhausted? There is no all girls club. There is just one stupid girl who is so crazy about a boy who doesn’t know what he wants, but it doesn’t appear to be her. Actually, he just seems to want everything BUT a relationship. Well, girl doesn’t do that. The girl is very much black or white. There is NO grey area.
Now don’t get me wrong. I very much love boy. He is a dear friend. I just want something he doesn’t, so the dynamics of our relationship are going to have to change and that takes time and distance. I’m imposing the time and distance because that is what is best for me. I think we both know that. It doesn’t make me happy. He probably feels bad, but this is best. I don’t want to lose a friend. And I told him from the very beginning that his friendship is what is most important to me and I still hold to that. So for the sake of friendship, I do this.
So, in any event, knitting has been a little lacking of late. Tonight, however, is Stitch ‘n Bitch at Paige’s. I can’t wait. I need some girl time and some knitting.
TURDS, I tell you, TURDS!